Last week was a complete blur.

I can’t believe it’s been two weeks already. Time went by fast if I think about it that way.

But do you want to know the real truth? Every minute was going by so slow that I felt I was trapped in the same minute for hours.

I don’t know how I managed to get to where I am at now.

It was one of the worst and most intense feelings I’ve ever experienced.

It wasn’t just emotional pain. It was also physical pain! My heart was racing, my eyes where lost, my feelings all spinning around like a huge tornado, my voice wasn’t there, my head was dizzy, and my heart was so broken.

Have you ever experienced something similar?

When the person you trust the most, the one you believe in every word and every dream, decides to end it out of the blue. You didn’t see it coming because the day before he was showing so much love and affection to you. You didn’t believe it would ever happen because the week before you were talking about dreams and places to go to together.

So what the heck? Can someone here please explain what’s going on?

I went trough a state of denial for days. I didn’t want to get up from bed. I didn’t see myself doing anything else but feeling miserable and stuck in a black hole.

You know what I felt the most?

I felt betrayed. I felt let down from the person I love the most.

Yep. He broke my heart just like that. He broke it in so many pieces that now I even wonder if I will ever love again.

I felt kicked out from the home we created together. I experienced feelings of rejection, of being forgotten.

I feel humiliated.

Like, really?

I got dumped over a phone call! A phone call! Like what the heck?

Is true love supposed to be like that?