Living in North Carolina has changed my life completely. I’m still trying to figure out what’s next. It’s not that easy to know, huh? A lot of mystery underneath it all. What I know for sure is that I came here for a reason.

I’ve been experiencing a lot of emotions. Sometimes I think that my heart is going crazy. The more I think the more lonely I feel at times. It’s not that easy to be in another country when the world has been hit by this terrible virus!

I’ll keep wandering around until further notice, trying to find my place. I’m so homesick of a place I don’t even know. Is this place I haven’t met yet but my soul sets on fire and my heart feels sheltered and loved. Where are you?

By the way, I have been here for 9 months already! Isn’t it crazy? Time flies! It really does. And I am here. Laying in bed. Just thinking about life. So many dreams and thoughts running around my head.

What’s next?